>>17463076>I want everybody I like to have zero social interaction so I'll be a ray of sunlight in their lives. Sometimes I even do things to screw them so my dream can become one step close to realityI'm very much like you; but mine is -intense- day-ruining bouts of jealousy. I'm never jealous of strangers, but once someone becomes a friend or otherwise important in my life, what sets it off is when they have an increase in popularity/notoriety or otherwise an increase in popularity, or when they manage to get farther in goal/life development.
Granted, this is probably because I'm self-righteously indignant about it all, and it always feels like it -falls- into their hands, while I'm struggling to no avail. So I suppose when I step back, my terrible thing is letting my self-entitlement and jealousy take over, when I know full well it shouldn't even be an issue.
