>>41779174>>41779554You're under a lot of pressure, Anon. It's a common trait among modern humans, those little funny neurons don't know when to stop and let your mind take a break. What good can you get from a clogged head?
All those pointless thoughts and hopes, they don't mean anything special to you and will fade away as quickly as they pop in; yet you prefer to stay like that for some petty reason rather than find happiness on those who extend you their hand.
A person can find more fulfillment in the calm emptiness than in a satured wholeness.