>>55608284Ever since then Gardevoir HATES going into the ball, she'll use her powers to give me like, really bad headaches unless I keep her out at all times. Which I mean, there's nothing weird about a trainer walking with his pokemon out. But she likes to like, hold my hand with her weird poke-hands, and people give me looks. This mother fucking scowled at me while she was walking with her kid and her rockruff and I just felt sick to my stomach.
I feel like Absol, I mean she definitely knows, and things are fucking awkward between us now too. I dunno if it's necessarily jealousy, but shes been giving me this weird look of disapproval, and I feel like shit. I'm wondering if maybe I should just try to release my Gard, or if I should just try and work through this because it's really fucking intense right now and I don't know if I can handle a relationship with something that isn't human.
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