>>52660389I feel ashamed that I'm 24, I still haven't even tried to get a job
I think I'm afraid of people but also I'm lazy
The only part of all this that bothers me is that I have no money of my own to use as I would like
I also have mental issues I guess, I feel like shit, this feeling comes in waves, but I deserve it
Sometimes I wish I was normal, because there's some guy I'm obsessed about, I really like him but he's from another country and obviously not interested at all, I feel like ever since I met him, I haven't been as sad as I used to be, he's a good friend, he also knows everything about my situation and how I feel about him 