>>24604159Back when the comic started getting traslated on /vp/ and there was like only one chapter out I posted something similar to what I did today, only back then I said "I don't know if I should be happy that something I wanted to make got made by someone else and is extremely successful or be jealous and mad of that", so back then my feelings were a bit more conflicted and lighthearted, even had anons encouraging me to make a Team Aqua version of it, but as time passed my failures with drawing kept getting worse and worse as well as affecting my IRL hopes and dreams, now all I have is bitterness for his works, and to be honest for most artists in general. If before I used to be a regular in drawthreads on /vp/ and /v/ now even just seeing them in the catalogs fills me with sadness and jealousy, I've been wanting to be an artist since I was a kid so it hurts a lot being this incompetent and so much of a failure. Only thing that makes me feel better is occasionally venting about my troubles with people, hence the huge blogging I've been doing for the whole thread. But in any case that's enough attention whoring, this has gone completely off topic at this point and is just shitting the thread.
