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I thought I was a badass, I thought I was the most awesome Pokémon to ever grace the universe. I had the power, the looks, the women, everything that I fantasized about as a Charmander. The perfect life, right? No.
I have been told many times that power and fame won't bring you happiness. I thought it was all bullshit created by insecure betas that were jealous of my popularity, and I continued living life like the hardcore bastard I was, up until I realized the fact that no one actually gave a fuck for who I was. Everyone just loved me because they didn't have the mind-power to move away from their childhoods, or that they just saw the "big fwire dwaegon" and made me their favorite me for that reason. And that when I realized how it felt to be separated from everyone else, in a cage of my own narcissism. Ever since then, I've longed for the relationship that you've had with your trainers and other friends, but it was just too far from my grasp.
Yeah, I still remember the times when we were still in Oak's lab, while I was just a Charmander, bitter at you two for drifting away from me and burning me up inside, but I realized it was all my own fault. I wasn't loving or caring, I didn't give a fuck when you two were having fun with each other, and I was overall too concerned about my superiority to everyone else, and that's what drove everyone away. For my whole life I thought it had been you guys's fault, but in that instant I realised the truth, and the decision was made. My life suddenly wasn't worth living.
So now I'm gone. A few stealthy rocks did the trick and I'm fading fast. Venasaur, Blastoise, if you find this, I'm sorry for everything.
