>>33365183Hey OP.
I'm going to give you the truth.
The truth is, you've got this.
You say "probably" - whatever else, I shall hope for the best the stars align and you keep the job and it's just a scare. Otherwise, you've been working and that makes it easier to find another job off the bat versus someone out of work for ages - and you *know* this. You've clearly the drive if you found work in the first place, and you obviously can go face-to-face with people if you've a wife, so that's already two steps in your favor if it comes to having to find something again. Most of all, people love you - your wife, your family, your friends. Anything drastic you'd do to yourself is simply NOT to be, so to me there is no point to even consider *thinking* of such things. Give yourself a bit of me-time to get it out of your system, and then go back to doing what you do best... pushing on to better yourself.
You've got this. There is no bait. I genuinely believe in you. 