Quoted By:
>mareanie
>sandile line
>black
>4 or 7
>my online friend who used to be my best friend helped me a lot earlier this year and confessed to me at one point, but i wasn't in love with him nor ready to date again after going through some shit so i rejected him. later he started dating another girl, she is pretty jealous of me i think. some months ago he suddenly started pestering me a lot about me sending nudes to him or asking that kind of stuff, i thought he was joking but yeah. then at one point he sent his dick and mentioned not forgiving me if i didn't send a photo. i have a really impulsive part of me who always gives me an urge to do things that are bad or wrong, and plus i was very insecure about my friends at the time, and i ended up sending stuff to him. he was sorry about all this later and was worried about me even keep being his friend bc he fucked up but i forgived him. i told i felt bad about it since he has a gf but he said he already mentioned doing stuff like this and she was fine, though she probably wouldn't be that fine in this case since jealously of me. that was the only time i sent lewd pics of me and while i've done a lot of bad shit in life, i think this is one of the only things i truly regret. i'm shy as fuck and i didn't even enjoy the experience in the slightest, i don't have any hots for him, i felt like a slut and like i was betraying his gf. also i feel shit for letting my impulses get the best of me and i have serious trust issues and i get scared that he may leak this shit to people. we agrees about keeping this between us and i kept it secret but i dunno about him. i wish this all never happened. sorry for the blog post, needed to get this outta my chest.
