>>38854992I say this with the best intentions.
Get the fuck out of here. Go do some hard, physical labor. I mean real hard, none of this paid by the hour shit, get a job where you're only paid for what you ACTUALLY DO. I would recommend tree planting with some private contractor. You'll make no real money but you will get some actual experience under your belt. You'll have people cursing at you hourly, bugs ripping you apart, clearcuts full of brush to walk clean across in heavy steel toes all day, carrying 50 some pounds in gear and saplings. The sun will cook you. The rain will beat you. Your coworkers are all high as shit on whatever drug takes their fancy, the driver you pooled with was hotboxing the car on the way over and your boss is growing dope in behind the worksite. The best part of your day will be taking those boots off at the end of it.
Run that gamut and then come talk to me about "cruel behaviour". It's the internet, it's practically make believe, so learn to take a joke on the chin.
