>>47131402based magmar. sorry about the scouts though. magmortar is my favorite.
anyways, confession? i have terrible depression and anxiety, the latter of which mostly stems from my childhood. my mother threatened to kill me multiple times as a kid (once she even said she was gonna crash the car into a brick wall with us in it and she sped up really fast, so i thought i was actually gonna die.) therapists i would tell about this would never take me seriously and just ask me how i thought mom felt. so i don't really trust therapists anymore.
i currently live with my parents during the pandemic and get through the day by tranquilizing myself with hydroxyzine since its impossible for them to stop being abusive (mom has bipolar, dad is a narc)
