>>47122516I really like Azumarill, lads. It's cute, and it's strong, and just kept getting stronger as the generations went on. Adorable powerhouse of a unit. A shame it's a bit slow but Aqua Jet helps.
One time, one of my friends told me that her friend was really into me. I have incredibly low self esteem and horrible anxiety so I really doubted it at first. But one day, while hanging out with 'em both, I decided to fool around with my friend's friend. I asked her if she liked me, and I asked if we could, well, do stuff. It took a lot of guts because I was so worried but I thought fuck it, I'm gonna step out of my comfort zone and do it. So I told my friend, who suggested this in the first place. Her response? She started freaking out. She realized then and there that she apparently liked me all this time. How was I supposed to know that? Then again, how was she supposed to know that? I guess she didn't realize until I had actually done something. It took a bit but we're still friends, but I know this probably looms over her like a giant shadow the same as it does for me. A year later she admitted she still liked me and I couldn't reciprocate her feelings because I had never once thought about her that way nor would I feel like I'd be a good fit for her. I completely regretted what I've done and it still fucking haunts me to this day, and it probably haunts her too. I really don't think this is a case of a clear right or wrong, just mistakes made and we just have to live with the consequences. One thing's for sure though, this whole thing has made me feel even fucking worse about my self esteem and confidence. There are days where I'm at work and these thoughts creep back up on me and bring me down. 