>>51481979I wouldn't say it's normal and I don't claim to have a life, but that doesn't mean I can't appreciate an idealized depiction of the female form.
When you read the story of Pygmalion do you call him a loser because he's passionate for someone that doesn't exist?
Enjoyment of beauty is a part of the human experience. The fact that I go about it in a mildly different way than you do isn't anything to be embarrassed about.