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OP, I know that other people telling you that there could be worse situations doesn't help you with yours. But please, don't commit suicide. I've tried to kill myself twice last year; once by jumping of a building, the other by jumping in front of a train. Both times I got stopped by people. I learned that people still want me to be there, that some people even need me. That I'm the reason some people don't kill themselves. So many things have changed in that year and while there's been a lot of shitty things in my life, I feel pretty happy right now.
I'm sure you can find a way to feel happy and loved again, if anything; I care for you and I want you to succeed! It might help to talk to someone professionally about your feelings.
Just know OP, there's someone waiting for you. You've got this~!