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I’ve been dating girls since fifth grade (where I had my first kiss) pretty consistently, never had a relationship that lasted more than a year though. Most times when I get in a committed relationship, I’m too afraid of the possibility of spending my whole life with this other person - never growing or challenging my comfort zone, both of which I think dating is intended to do (some people will argue you should only date to marry, I think that’s silly and you should date so by the time you’re ready to marry you can know what you do and don’t want in a partner). I have never been broken up with, and I still have exes who are in love with me despite me having moved on to new relationships.
I keep somewhat consistent friendships with a couple of my ex gfs despite their lingering feelings for me because even though our relationships didn’t work out, I still value them as people and would probably be worse off had I never met them.
I broke up with a girl on Monday after about three months of being together and she threatened to kill herself and told me about a pregnancy scare a week ago that she neglected to tell me about.
I also fap to giantess porn a lot, and it sucks because more often than not I can’t finish with women because of my unrealistic sexual fantasies that I’ve been cooming to before I even started having sex.
I always feel like a fraud after the first couple months of a relationship because of these things, and end up self sabotaging and destroying pretty much all of the people who open their hearts to me. But I’m still young, so I tell myself it’s okay
