>>20824644you pretty much hit the nail on the head,
though my ability is probably more technician or contact spore..I try and make the best of things but i dont take risks and am acutly aware of how much of a failure i am and how much of a faggoty bitch i am.
id say technician for being skilled with my hands or contact spore becuase i dont get along well with those around me and tend to push people away or just straight up not taking the risk of trying to make a friend and get disappointed when it inevitably fails.
I have a shitty opinion of myself along with no self worth tbh
