>Sableye>19>Pretty awfully. My parents are controlling and refuse to let me work and make my own money because they don't want me leaving them, leaving me completely dependent on them while also having them tell me I'm worthless for not having a job at my age. The feeling of being forever-dependent and never having my own life eats away at me every day and I find any excuse as a reason to kill myself, but I haven't yet because I'm afraid how it will effect my friends. Parents also bullied me out of studying the only thing I wanted to on the excuse that it's a pipe-dream that will never come to be so I should just stop and focus on something they want, giving me all this free time but feeling too guilty to spend it. I know it's partly my fault for not trying hard enough, but every day I feel less and less inclined to and would rather just wait to die.>>34464230Good luck, Anon. What countries are you looking at?
>>34464125Get well soon.
>>34463929It sounds like a leap, but an amazing one. Wish you the best of luck.
>>34464091I know how you feel. While I'm not exactly sure what to advise since I don't know you or your situation, I'd suggest taking a break year and focus on a job and yourself for a while until you're ready for college. Figure out what you want to do, try therapy (if your first therapist doesn't click with you, look at others. It's trial and error, trust me), and start a college savings so it wont hurt your wallet as much if you're from USA.
Still, good luck and I hope you'll be in a better place this time next year.
>>34462347Congratz, Anon. Good luck if/when you pursue your projects.
>>34462307Make the first step and make plans with your friends. Take walk alone sometimes to breathe some fresh air just to put it in your routine of going outside if just not being outside enough is your concern.
>>34462090Good luck MimikyuAnon, I hope to see you in a webcomic thread one day.
>>34461805Have you done research online?
