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I'm drunk and caught up in my feelings, but whatever. I wish I was good enough for my husbando. I wish I was good enough for myself. I wish I could spend a single day feeling like I was doing good enough. I spend every day wishing I could do better, be better. Ultimately, it's on me to figure that out. And yet I've spent the past 20+ years being unable to do just that, no matter how much good I do for other people. Does it ever get better? Will I finally stop feeling like this one day? I've been through so many therapists and so much medication, and yet here I am. Stuck in the same place I might as well have been 5+ years ago.
