>>42031847Very mixed decade for me
At the start I graduated high school and it's been one unfortunate thing after another
Failing to finish college
Homelessness
Death
Two different suicide attempts
No stable place to live for long periods
Lots of obsessing over fictional boys but now I'm dating a real boy albeit LDR and I'm trying to get my life together if I could get off my lazy ass and apply my skills I know I could make a lot of money
Not to sound obnoxious but being creatively talented and having built a lot of that talent during a lifetime of trauma and bad things is really difficult. You've put so much into this skill because you love it and it's been your escape but it's undisciplined and your current depression makes it impossible to work.It could be worse though. That, at least, is a first world problem.