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I know I already confessed last time, but I want to get a little bit more indepth on it here to help make myself feel a bit better.
So like I said, there's a guy I simped for for a while. We've been friends for like, 2 years, and talked once a month. Atleast, at first. Over the past several months, we've spoken far more often, and that's when my feelings for him grew. We eventually got even more personal with our information and even started sharing lewds and such. . Thing is, with him being a joker sometimes, I wasn't exactly confident when stuff was friend+ or a showing of feelings.
Latley, I've been talking to him even more, which he claimed he liked it when people talked to him non-stop in the past. But despite that, it's seemed like shits been... dying. He doesn't respond as much anymore, or say hi to me as much anymore. Not really seeming interested now.
And what can I say, it really fucking hurts. But it's not JUST because "omg Im not gonna be able to be with my crush :ccc", if anything that's a small portion of it. No, most of it is because I fucked up my chance and if we stop talking, it means I wasted all this time and I possibly have driven a friendship into the ground because of my growing feelings.
But if anything, I'm confident that I can and will be able to recover from this, and that I'll learn to be more self-sufficent. But boy, seeing us talk less and less along with having this always fresh in my mind is gonna be a painful trip while it lasts.
