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I don't know if I'm ever going to grow as a person or if my life is going to change. I've been getting the feeling that I'm going to stagnate forever and be stuck as terminally online for the rest of my life. Add to that some medical disorders that I would not like to disclose that incapacitates me from functioning like a more normal person and keeps me from enjoying the things I used to do, and what I may think is some kind of oncoming depression that's starting to fill my head with apathy and doubt, and a potential career path that I realized a while ago isn't really for me, but I don't know of anything else that I would want to do. I also find myself getting more harder and crueler, more jaded than I used to do. I realize I've been making way more insults and putdowns on people that I know well that I try to justify to myself as just being bantz, but I don't know.
TL;DR Things ain't looking good.
