>>58590815Oh no, not at all - I was a mess after 4 deployments with no rest or stop between them at all. I was running from my own demons fueled by Rip-its, Monster, Alcohol, Sex, Drugs and video games.
I've been out since '12, I didn't finally get full help until about two years ago. My SO gave me an ultimatum: Clean the fuck up and seek help, or she'd leave. I picked her and our kiddo over all that.