>>20068288Okay, you're clearly not getting it.
You don't just demand for a chance for atonement. You EARN it by showing that you're worthy of us giving you the time of day. However, from every single post you've made (and that godawful 10k story you wrote), you've obviously shown that you're unwilling to change your mistakes and your problems.
Where do you get off asking for another chance? You're unwilling to change, and you're demanding that we change to accommodate your annoying ass personality. Guess what, deals don't work that way either. We don't like you, we don't want you. It's that simple. We don't have an obligation to give you another chance.
What you're looking for isn't another chance anyway. You're looking for us to accept you for who you are. And guess what, we don't have to. You're a self - centered, egotist who cannot seem to look past your inflated ego to see and change your faults. We don't have to accept that. If you really want to be accepted here, then you should sit your ass down and start understanding the reason why no one likes you right now.
And don't go and ask "oh, tell me why no one likes me." It's bloody obvious, and you asking that is just another way to bait us into talking about you. You're like a goddamn dyke in the ocean, always diverting the tide of discussion so it goes your way.
tl;dr: Get out.