>>42689856She's not real. You're living in a delusion. You're not a Pokemon character, they don't exist in real life. You're a schizophrenic who lost control of his own mind, living in a delusion you won't escape from. You can't actually touch your delusions, you can't even actually see them, you simply convinced yourself that you can.
That's the cold hard truth, Leafy-kun. Face it, and wake up. Either you will get the hang of the real world, or the real world will get the hang of you.