>>49354036I could only be trully be happy if I would pull an Mr.Anime (just like I once alluded to) and finally break free from my house-arrest in lieu of a proper life-long incarceration, which I got forced into after trying to kill myself 11 years ago - and at last stop being forced to pretend that I still have any hope to live a life worth experiencning, I honestly hate the world I was tasked existing in this much...
But come to think of it, why do I dare to complain even?
I actually had it easy unlike you, this why I am still here friend - I just *HAVE* to know it, how did you managed to make it through?
I am so jealous of your fortitude - too much to ever hate you, I only dislike you method of coping - because it reminds me of the reason why I have ruined myself into irrelevance...
I an no longer ashamed to admit how impotent rage is all I am capable of, so lets just get this over with please
