>>19750260i know this feeling, brother
i lend you my strength
Honestly, I was in a similar place for a while and my parents figured I was going to be a jobless sperglord that spent his welfare on video games. I actually met my current fiancé through Pokemon and she helped me to get a job as a web developer through some connections she had with her brother. Use the pain and the feelings of hatred to build yourself into a really nice person and inspire others to help you. When you succeed, you will feel no remorse shitting on the faces of anyone that mocked you. Hang in there, broham.;-;7 