>>49171070I didn't say anything about killing yourself (and that's horseshit, you're too scared to take that final jump). I said "fix yourself" ie repair or replace the broken parts of you and if you keep hanging around here, keep obsessing over your brokenness, you can't normiewalk like you so desperately wish. Ergo, embrace your mental degredation fully and revel in it or fuck completely off and away and get some of the good pharma-grade drugs off your local legal provider and normiewalk as one of the zombies. But do it quick and stop playing the "woe is me" card, you're in this situation as you put yourself in it and won't do anything to get out of it.