>>41745513>pokemon termsjust think about shiny hunting
by the way if you've never understood this about yourself before this is actually really useful information because it lets you think more deeply about why you make the decisions you do and overrule them if necessary. it's always useful to look at your behaviors and ask "am I doing this because it's worthwhile on its merits or am I doing this because of a prehistoric urge"
even if it's the latter you might still want to do it, but still
