>>48126875I just abandoned all of my closest friends because I was afraid they'd abandon me first. I was going to go back but now I've realized that I'm more than what I was by their side and am unable to decide between severing my ties completely as is logical, or going back to help them forward as I'd promised and sworn I'd do despite being antithesis to my personal growth.
I understand now why Ash keeps leaving his friends and it hurts