>>27834052I know where you're coming from, trying to hold whatever life you have from not going down the gutter. I'm genuinely terrified of whatever the future holds for me. For the moment I work in a restaurant and the work atmosphere is informal as fuck so I can spill my spaghetti and tell vulgar jokes and everything's fine but in a few months I will likely get a job in a lawyer's cabinet and I'm terrified of being unprofessional (it's my first real job).
I also write too, working on a post-apoc science-fantasy project.
>>27832586There's no real religious organization in my community that I feel a connection with, there's an old Catholic church but I'm not Catholic, there's a Mormon church but I'm not Mormon either.
The problem with therapy is that I would likely need something really intensive but I mainly drift in and out of depression. I've been on meds for years and it barely does anything.
I'm a huge fan of Dragalge. I also really really love Ralts, there's never threads about it.>>27832191I'm not into self-mutilation and I'm not considering suicide.
I'm also not into drugs or alcohol but I eat junk food (though I made a conscious effort to stop or at least reduce it lately).