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true god king cringe ahead, read at your own risk
years of isolation have left me totally emotionally dead. i will very likely never find a romantic partner, not only because my dating pool is already extremely limited, but also because i can no longer properly connect with people. everything just feels fake to me, like people are only friends with me out of pity or to be nice. i've been emotionally stunted.
realistically, the only form of physical intimacy i will ever experience are the same boring, empty grindr hookups devoid of passion i'm stuck with right now. the one person i have ever had genuine feelings for had a girlfriend and i'm still not over him. he was the only person i felt i could genuinely be myself around.
my life and future prospects are also completely shattered but that's another story for another time.
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