>>43849443she isn't real to me like she is to you. she's part of you, she helps you, but she doesn't exist physically. no one else can see her. I'm trying to help you, trying to talk to you and explain things to you, but you just won't listen. If you aren't willing to listen, nothing is going to change. You'll keep posting here, people will bully you, you'll get banned, and it'll repeat again. It won't stop unless you do something to make it change. I want to help you, but I don't think this site is safe for you.