>>38991968Ah I see.
It's a sort of zen like "I'm going to do what makes me happy, because its the act of doing so that makes me happy, rather than the fufillment of it that makes me happy."
"Do so for the sake of doing so, because its what you want to do."
Good lesson in Utilitarianism, very zen.
Can be corrupted pretty easily though,
"I like to hurt people because that is what gives me feeling and joy. I find joy in their suffering and I personally do not care if it is wrong or right."
Through the Utilitarian viewpoint, this person also has achieved inner peace, despite being sociopathic and unwelcome in society. [Or in a position of power within].
I don't disagree with your mindset, I just don't trust Humans in general. There's something about their nature that is corrupted. I don't mean that in an RP sense either, I mean it on a social philosophy viewpoint.
Whereas you have people who ascend the corruption to find higher purpose and joy of Self, there are always a multitude more that bring others down and ostracize for the simple sake that they wish not for others to not feel lesser about themselves.
It's the "Crab in a bucket" social theory.
Perhaps I'm too jaded, but you give me a smile. It's nice to see that there are moer Crabs that exist outside the bucket.
Keep on being positive, you are a good example of what people should strive to be.