>>33653530I do have a mutual friend, but I feel bad about bothering him for that because I did that enough when things went downhill. Also he's pretty close to me but not so much to her so idk. Talking to her, I'd like to, but I'm afraid she's going to simply ignore me. I considered waiting for my birthday to see if she cares enough to wish me "happy birthday"(she almost always does it to every member of the Discord group) but I'm not sure if I can wait that long.