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I'm in a weird spot in my life where I want to die, but also don't want to die. I feel like there's no point to living my life anymore because I don't really feel anything anymore and feel dull most of the time, and genuinely believe my family would be better off without me. That said, I have a massive fear of death and don't want to end my life, besides it would definitely make my parents really sad and depressed. Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and prevent my own birth, that way I die and no one ever remembers me.
