>>33463866>>33463684I used to struggle a lot with the same problems as you guys. Nowadays I rarely ever think of suicide or self harm. I've been fortunate enough to have some life changing experiences and it might seem like no one cares at times but there's always someone out there who loves you. Even if you don't even know them yet.
It may seem strange to you but my life wasn't the same after I swam with dolphins in the wild, and no they aren't going to rape you. They can heal your soul if you let them. It's all up to you whether or not it has a huge impact on your life.
I wish both of you anons the best and please try to remain strong. I'm praying for you.
And here's my secret:
My darkest secret? I have psychic abilities. I'm sort of glad that Raichu got a new form in Alola that was part psychic because it was like we both have a new kinship with each other. I can sense thoughts of the people around me. I can predicts things that shouldn't be predictable such as wild animals appearing in a certain spot like deer. I've tested myself on this and it's startling how accurate it is. It's like I get a voice that says "this thing is going to happen, be aware" so I pay attention. It's never steered me wrong. 