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Feel free to get all over my ass and yell about attention-whoring, but dude- I know your feels.
I got my 3DS as a gift after being hospitalized.
I'd basically said 'fuck it, I'm going to kill myself right now and if you stop me from doing it right now, i'll just do it when you're not looking'
I was really bent on it. Ended up in a psych ward coloring pictures for a week and getting stuffed full of drugs that made me fall asleep mid-conversation and try to start the same conversations over and over again because I'd forget them. I have never been so stoned in my entire life.
My boyfriend got me Pokemon Black because he wanted me to have something to get invested in. And while it didn't "save my life" or give me a reason to live or anything, it did help things get a little more normal and fun.
I think relying on it- isn't exactly the best idea, though. That's sort of a delusion you bring upon yourself. You CAN have a life outside of Pokemon, but if you tell yourself you're incapable of it, you'll get stuck there.
>coughing.
Sorry to blogpost. I don't want anyone to feel that horrid about themselves. I really don't. It's just not fair.
