>>32064119If you really want me to explain this shit as best as I can, is because I lived in a house full of women during ages 0-12 because my mon left my dad when I was a baby and lived with her and her sisters (a lot of sisters) so I guess I admired her and considered my mom incredibly beautiful, I still do.
In Hi-school I lost a lot of weight and started leaving my hair long and people in the shcool started saying I looked a lot like my mom now, and since I knew she was gorgeous, I wanted to be like her in that regard too, I guess it's an admiration for the beauty of women and I am legit jelly as fuck that girls can look fucking cute with dresses and shit that as a man I would never wear, and I would never go out in public trying to convince people I am a girl, but I do look a bit femenine, I guess because I want to be more related to my mother than my dad.
That's it I guess...
