>>50321836>>50321862Assuming this is true, I'm sorry you've dealt with people in the past who haven't had the common curtesy to speak and tell their romantic partners how they feel without having to cheat on them or not just being able to tell them they aren't happy in the relationship like mature adults. I'm also sorry you've dealt with friends who have treated you with a lack of respect and looked down on you. Don't be afraid to tell people you think they aren't treating you well, you have a voice use it. You don't deserve that type of treatment you've stated here and I hope you find better friends who you can actually call friends.
Always remember not everyone is like that in the world and its not worth losing your grip on reality just because a few problematic people got into your life. Don't give up on people and hope for a better day!