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I'm clinically suicidal in mindset, have a lot of other issues, yet am self-aware enough to not an hero and resist doing so (except for that one time). Been like this 12 years, half my life gone to extreme mental and emotional trauma, PTSD, and warped mentality I've developed just to stay sane and function in society at all.
I don't really want to be this way. I want to help other people like me out there, somewhere in the world. Other anonymous autistic people with emotions, thoughts, and souls of their own that try hard to resist being empty. It's why I'm drawn to threads like this, as well as sad or loneliness threads on other boards too.
