>>48274761Well thats a hard decision to make. Cancer treatment can be hell, though theyve come a long way in the past few decades. I'm glad to hear its not as severe as it could be and not necessarily life threatening. Try to stay strong. I wish I had some wonderful advice or some words or phrase to make you feel just a little bit better but I'm somewhat bitter and jaded and have my own bevy of health problems and a fair deal of cynicality when it comes to the medical industry.
when I was in middle school this one older kid made fun of me relentlessly for my physical appearance. I still have extreme self consciousnessness to the point where its hard for me to even go out in the summer when I cant hide under hoodies etc. Anyway I hated this fucker more than any other human being. For months I would hope that all the worst things would happen to him. I wished him death and disease. a few years later when I was in high school he got leukemia. A far more severe and aggressive form than what you have apparently. He suffered greatly and after maybe two years of fighting and remission he died before he graduated. It didnt make me feel better. It made me terrified that somehow my hatred and I'll wishes made it happen. Even though its just a sick coincidence I feel some guilt. 