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I've been talking to a cute boy who is a Johtochad for over a year, the only problem is he's still in uni and also in a whole other country and I'm basically a girlfailure who gets by on a very low income because I stay too depressed to pull myself out of this hole
I'm American so there's no channel of help for my mental illness an even if I wanted to become a vtuber the models are too expensive
We met up and it was great but I just don't feel right making promises I may not be able to keep since it's hard to even imagine myself living long enough for him to graduate
The price of courting autistic girls, no matter how hot they may be, is that we are still autistic and so it's hard for me to even desire 3D contact in favor of fictional characters in the first place
Also being on 4chan hurts my self esteem sometimes seeing the blind hatred for women, but I do get it to some degree plus I've been here since I was a teenager I'd rather deal with realizing my value as a hole than be told to kill myself on twitter for liking shota/pokephilia or have racism against me because I'm white
Pick your poison and all that
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