>>45405063Thanks for the reply, anon. So far I'm not scared of it ending like that, since it's something that's been going on for not that long, all in all. Last year some friends recommended I try a new game franchise, I did and slowly but surely fell for this character and well, like I wrote before now I can't stop thinking and dreaming about him. It's extra autistic when you consider that the character in question is nothing like in my dreams in canon, so I don't even know what kind of tricks my brain is playing on me, but even though it's so OoC I like it so much, it's so real, so nice, so soothing. But yeah, it is dangerous, there's someone I really, really like irl but this character's presence is so strong that it's like I'm forgetting about the real man, and that's just not good in any sense, I shouldn't let it overpower me like this.
