>>56504335>Maybe the thought of wasting my youth (I’m 21) scares me.I'm 33 so that ship has LOOONG sailed for me lmao
All I can say that when I was 21, I used to think that I know it all and only make right decisions, cause I'm totally an adult and shit
By the time I was ~25 I realized that I was fucking retarded and made really stupid decisions. I held onto a toxic relationship cause I thought "well it's better than being alone, right??"
It was a "I can fix it" situation but fuck no I could not fucking fix it and I never should've believed that I could, I could still punch myself for it when I think back on it
But that's just normal, that's part of growing up when your brain is still developing (yes, it's not done developing at that age, believe it or not). You'll make bad decisions, and that's fine cause you'll learn from them. You're still young, you still have so much time in your life. So don't worry about messing up, try whatever you want. And whenever you feel inertia (which you might if you feel like you're wasting your youth) then try doing something new maybe, pick up a new hobby, go on a trip, stuff like that. But if you're comfortable with your life, then don't feel forced to do things that you think others might expect you to do
Sorry for going off on a bit of a tangent here, but I guess it's still somewhat related to the topic
