>>56346321He fucking hated women and his fanfic on the series SHOULD have fucking told you that, because his own mama was disappointed and unsupportive of his life and job choices and he was that mentally unstable, he kept that inside him and nurtured it like a poisonous fucking weed.
Then he creates his ideal feminine figure, that happens to be a stand-in for himself (given how horribly he'd reacted to meddling from suits. In an industy RIDDLED with meddling by suits and not for the first time in his own professional life), spuer-speshul, unique and uncatchable, because he'd huffed the fucking farts of the anime driving the brand's success as "I'm the reason the brand's a success"> He was trying to sell his own fanfic as the brand, then when the brand came and added it to the brand,, deferring to Game Freak's vision of the brand, he lost it as he'd realised he wasn't the super-speshul cause of the success, but a cog in the machine AND his avatar got turned into one more closely resembling his flesh-and-blood self.
Can write all the cope in the world, but *normal* humans don't turn to medication to handle things like jobsworth creations being changed. But when they're written from a place of deep personal connection is when they cause mental problems that resort in the type of behaviours shudo went through to get through the day. And there's no greater mental trigger than laying your true self bare on paper and having someone shit on it, like the suits did when they told the little tranny to stop thinking like a girl and think like a 7 year old boy instead.
