>>54747971I think I might've felt some similar things too anon. For a while, it did make me feel l could be trans, but as you said
>>54748266 not wanting to top your dick off (and for me it includes like having a shitty little mustache) rules out being a transgender. For me, it's not that YWNBAW, it's more so that I will never get to experience life as one kind of person, and I want to have every kind of flavor. I'll have to ask if the girl you roleplay as is supposed to be a genderswapped version of yourself or someone else? If it is a just a female version, then you might actually be a little trans, but if that different you could also have a different personality, age, ethnicity then it's something else. Just be honest with yourself (exploring Ai chatbots is a great way to experiment what you do and don't like), but if it does feel like something is there then be prepared to accept it.
Keep it to yourself though. If you do end up being trans, work on yourself before coming out. 90% of fathers would rather have a shemale thats a productive member of society than a male NEET. And definitely go to a therapist before you do something irreversible 