>>12809605Like I said, I don't have any stake in whether or not you kill yourself, so I'm not going to take it personally if you don't take my advice. That said, what you need isn't a cure, just a way to manage it. I've seen depression ruin peoples lives, but I've also seen people bounce back once they've found a way to take control of their depression. It can be done. If after all is said and done you still don't want to live anymore, at least you can go without regrets. If you were really 100% sure there was no hope though, would you have posted here knowing the response you would get? Would you put it off til next week and not do it right now?
Look, given the limited info on your background, clearly you do have people who care about you at least enough to try to help you (as unhelpful as mental hospitals ultimately are, there was some good intention there). Your parents have already lost one kid. If you've been sticking around this long for their sake, don't you think you owe it to them to take advantage of all the resources out there before calling it quits? Don't you think you owe it to yourself for sticking it out this long for it to maybe not all be a waste?
I won't pester you about it any more after this post, but I do hope you'll at least consider it
