>>13064646I don't know, man. I just don't even know at this point.
I just love these things so much. Years ago, it progressed past the eye-candy-fap-bait area into something more... emotional. Looking at them, thinking about them, I just find it very soothing and calming. Just the thought of these lovely creatures, in all their sweet, selfless idealized glory, is heartwarming for me.
When I first discovered Gardevoirs, they were just catching on, so it was a real struggle finding those first pornographic pictures of them. Now, it's... I'm very neurotic about it. I am very particular about what images I'll save if they're of a sexual nature - what the female Gardevoirs are "allowed" to have sex with, all that. I'm only okay with the girls having sex with male Gardevoirs (because that can't be not-okay; I don't like Gallade, though) or generic-faceless-light-skinned-human (due to delicious self-insert.)
It's practically become an obsession. I've never had any romantic interest in other males, but I've thought "Ah, well, a male Gardevoir would be okay" the past little while.
I dunno. I just love these things and want to see them happy and safe. If I had a Gardevoir, I would treasure and pamper her (or him, I guess) and even if I was blackly excited by the idea of a sexual relationship, I would never push the idea for fear of upsetting such a precious thing.
I... am the wrong person to ask in this matter. I'm just a mess....