>>13070426This.
OP, it doesn't matter what your fucking race is. You are blaming your shit on what you look like instead of ACTUALLY TAKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR LIFE. It doesn't matter how others perceive you. Nothing in life should be left up to that. Being Pakistani is not your problem. Being German would not fix your problem. Your problem is that you are living in shallow fucking bad faith, relying on others to define YOUR self-worth.
OP, everything is up to you. Fuck whatever beat you down to the point where you feel worthless and need to seek approval. Nothing can determine who you are besides your own individual conscience. No one can decide your life but you.
