>>13210337I'm not saying it is an anime, far from it. Not everyone is going to like you. Hell some of the girls I've been with didn't even like me in the first place, but we gave it a shot, and it ended up working out, because we got to know each other.
As for your attempts that always end in failure, you're also not going to be good at everything. That's why you keep trying to find something you're good at, something you enjoy.
Hell I was awful at guitar and drums when I first started, but I kept at it, and eventually I got to where I could play.
You can just start something, try it for a few weeks, and then decide, well that was a failure. That isn't how life works, you have to keep going and going until you can do it. You can't just give up every time life throws a wall in your face, or else you're going to get nowhere, like how you seem to be doing now according to you.