>>13465692you either are or you aren't autistic
to me it sounds more like you're trying to supress your autism
similar to how some people take a distance from anything that might be somewhat gay because they are denying that they are gay
don't do that, come out of the closet and join the rest of us autists
One of us! One of us! One of us! One of us! One of us! One of us! One of us!